When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so that when you die, you are the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Why must I plan for my future when my parents are standing in my way, asking me to take the other route that I do not want?
Why must I reach for my goals when they want me to achieve it for them?
IRONIC.
Maybe who I want to be is not what they thought of ; to be a landscape architect. I cant blame my mum for forcing me to get into JC cause her mindset is already brainwashed by all of her friends and her surroundings especially in this competitive world! To her, JC = confirm good future. poly= 50-50, people there not really good. I did my best in telling her that it is not true, but she didnt listen. Not even any single word. Nothing. She turned away and walk off, not mumbling anything. She kept in silence & so did I.
I turned to my dad thinking maybe he knows what guys love to do and will motivate me all the way. As I looked into his eyes while talking to him about me considering into poly, I know and I am sure! there was something he wanted to say. But nope. He decided to keep it to himself and as he smokes, he said this to me "Whatever happen, its all about you. Poly requires a huge sum of money" I paused to wonder. I know its hard Dad. To fork out money and all. Sacrificing this and that. But please, if money is the upmost critical issue, then i dont mind getting into JC, hopefully. I walked away and there was nothing else I can say.
So readers, if you're thinking and wanting to know where I wanna be RIGHT now,
well, ive made up my mind
I am aiming for 8 pointer.
If my L1R5 is below 10, then i will get into Meridian JC OR i will still consider going to Singapore Poly.
However, if it is above 10points, then Singapore Poly is my choice. Landscape Architectural.
I pray to God, please show me the best possible way that I deserves. With all my hardwork and sacrifices, all I hope is that HE could guide me to the route that can turn me into a better person.
Amin.
Live your life so that when you die, you are the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.
Why must I plan for my future when my parents are standing in my way, asking me to take the other route that I do not want?
Why must I reach for my goals when they want me to achieve it for them?
IRONIC.
Maybe who I want to be is not what they thought of ; to be a landscape architect. I cant blame my mum for forcing me to get into JC cause her mindset is already brainwashed by all of her friends and her surroundings especially in this competitive world! To her, JC = confirm good future. poly= 50-50, people there not really good. I did my best in telling her that it is not true, but she didnt listen. Not even any single word. Nothing. She turned away and walk off, not mumbling anything. She kept in silence & so did I.
I turned to my dad thinking maybe he knows what guys love to do and will motivate me all the way. As I looked into his eyes while talking to him about me considering into poly, I know and I am sure! there was something he wanted to say. But nope. He decided to keep it to himself and as he smokes, he said this to me "Whatever happen, its all about you. Poly requires a huge sum of money" I paused to wonder. I know its hard Dad. To fork out money and all. Sacrificing this and that. But please, if money is the upmost critical issue, then i dont mind getting into JC, hopefully. I walked away and there was nothing else I can say.
So readers, if you're thinking and wanting to know where I wanna be RIGHT now,
well, ive made up my mind
I am aiming for 8 pointer.
If my L1R5 is below 10, then i will get into Meridian JC OR i will still consider going to Singapore Poly.
However, if it is above 10points, then Singapore Poly is my choice. Landscape Architectural.
I pray to God, please show me the best possible way that I deserves. With all my hardwork and sacrifices, all I hope is that HE could guide me to the route that can turn me into a better person.
Amin.
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