ALRIGHTO! yerp. decided to post this up cause since im sick and tired of the previous post.

So my journey for all this while had been err... how should i put it? ermm.. challenging? neh.

not a good word. ermm.. adrenalizing. yeah. thats better. i am so jaded with the morning alarm tone. grr. everyday need to wake up suuperrr damn early while my other siblings were snoring away. i just missed my earlier part of life. especially during sec2. urghh.. dnt. art. homec. ipw. i need them now and i realized how relaxing were those subjects.

N now? all those scientific terms kept on bombarding my brain cells here and there. maths getting tougher and more complex. chem getting more & more errr.. Organic? hahs. physics getting more and more Electrifiying? ahah. Biology getting more BIOL(means headache in malay. broken-malay) Somehow, i just need to pull my socks until KOYAK. serious. my current results? cannot make it. urghh. i kept wondering how those smart ass-es study. they mugg till they sleep or they sleep while mugging? frustrated! peer pressure i supposed. ESPECIALLY in my class. A A A A A A all the way.. cannot take it. and me? C C C C C C all the way. neat ha?

kae im sick of all this. tired. bored. frustrated. pain. sleepy. thats what im feeling right now. I can imagine the whole sec4 cohort facing their books. memorising. practising. revising. all the I-N-G.

oh yah! btw, the picture above was taken a few days back. It was my cousin's wedding. It was awesome. full of laughter and joy. met up with the rest and got closer each time we met. Im just glad to such relatives. *clap clap*

guess my Chemistry textbook has been flagging in high spirits and waiting for me to flip them. grr. sacrifices comes before satisfaction. issit? idk. im just crapping. thats it! im done! will soon update. soon. yerp soon. like 2 tp 3 weeks time ? hahs. SEC 4 LIFE. wad u expect?? :(